it's been a long long time since i've last updated my blog ..
rotting away soon ..
hahaha ! in fact already rot . hee hee .
hasn't been in the mood to actually really blog ..
birthday passed ,
qiqi wedding passed ..
so fast 2009 is going to be over .. It's Nov now , and soon it's Dec .
hahs ! i noticed i hasn't been doing anything worth happy-ing about for this one year !
And it's like gone to waste .. zzz
I only feel tired everyday luhs ~ sighs ! i don't know why .
zzz =.=
There's still alot , but i'm lazy to post .
i want to slp zzz .
yai yai yai yai yai !!!
^^v
abit excited because i can have a gf gathering on my birthday !
tee-hee hee ~
very tired );
oh ya .
my birthday is coming !!
XOXO ~
=D
buy my presents !
x=
(this one must be in red ,
scared you all cannot see or k siao
don't want see la , lol !)
it's a long time since i've updated . sorry .
=D
not feeling good .
definitely , indefinitely ..
i'm unhappy . why ? i don't know .
you said you're not angry but i still thinks that it isn't as easy as what i thought .
what i've told you just now is what i always wanted to tell you .
i'm living in fear , i'm crying for this past few days . because i know your personality.
if you could say something so harsh to me , i knew that you won't forgive me .
i've been thinking and thinking so hard .
my mind is bursting soon .
i would think , why am i treated so unfairly ?
i don't scold you such harsh words in the past .
but i can't say anything .
the main factor is , i love you more then you love me .
THE END .
that's it .
I sometimes feel so tired ,
i want to break down and cry out loud .
I want to just let of of all this .
I sometimes think maybe without you i'm far off better . I may be happier .
Because of what you've done , because of the hurts you've caused in the past .
If it's not because you treat me far better then in the past , i would have say bye to you .
But what you've said just now make my tears drop ,
i don't know if it's true . Is that what you meant from your heart .
Or someone's teaching you to say it .
fcuk it ~
it's been a pain day for me ,
back bone hurts . guess it's of my sleeping position .
gush ~
been playing com for all day long ,
viwawa until i siao ! tee-hee (:
working tommorow ,
tired ~
can i just dump my job and not work ?
):
happy birthday dear (:
omg ! this is FCUKING DISGUSTING !
HELP !!!!!
You can never understand me (: